Salut les innombrables!
i . f o u n d . a . n e w . h o u s e .
Oh friends, these times have been oh so fuc*ing painful…
Tonight i finaly signed for my new flat’s rent. Waow. At last. I still have to pack up, move out, move in, pack out, tidy up and all… But i do have a new address and brand new old keys all to myself! It’s been around TEN years i haven’t been living on my own. And that’s exactly what i’m gonna do, starting from tomorrow.
How scary is that? How exciting? I’m feeling some excitment in between tears -and that’s an idea of what « delicious » can be, of what life should be. I’m scared. I’m excited. I’m oh so f*cking terribly atrociously sad. I do feel a tiny little bit of hope too. Let’s hope hope will win in the end. Let me hope i’m right when i’m imagining a better life.